Pulse Pulse Pulse (Part 39)

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“For every good reason there is to lie, there is a better reason to tell the truth.”

– Bo Bennett

Everybody, at some point in their lives, will lie to someone; either for good or for bad. For some, lying can be natural, there is no different between it and breathing. Of course, small lies versus big lies, there is a difference too. However, for others, lying can create such anxiety that they couldn’t forgive themselves for hurting the one they care for.

Sometimes, we lied to protect and other times we lied to hurt. We always have a reason to justify the lying, but for the person that we’re lying to, that reason is never justified.

Anyway let’s get back to the usual before I get too deep, I will like to pay tributes and give credits where they are due. First off, thank you Ratana Satis for blessing us with this great comic, which I’m sure we’ll spend countless of hours reading and fangirling over the 2 characters. I also want to thank the translators and staffs for doing an awesome job. You can read this on Lezhin or if you’re smart you will find some way to read it for free but I’m not promoting it here.

Okay, let’s get started.

Oh, did I mention that this is a yuri? Well, it is.

Spoiler Alert!!!!

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Oh god, I hate the ‘calm before the storm’. Shit never ends peacefully.

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No Lynn, I actually see it coming. I freaking even warn you not to be affected by the psycho ex. I see it coming from faraway and I was screaming noooooooo.

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Lynn, my dear, please listen to me. You still have time to turn around, please don’t do this.

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(╯°□°)╯︵ ┻━┻    ┬─┬ ノ( ゜-゜ノ)   (╯°□°)╯︵ ┻━┻

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Well if all of her parts were enjoyable, well continue enjoying! Why stop something when it’s making you happy?! Lynn, you’re making the BIGGEST mistake of your life!!! Do you hear me?! Abort your mission now!!

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NOOOO, goddamm it!! NOOOOO!

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Mel, listen girl, your girlfriend probably just bumped her head somewhere when she woke up. This is not her talking. You need to be patience and give her some time.

(ノಥ益ಥ)ノ ┻━┻

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Omygoddddddd, now I’m crying. Damn, who’s cutting onions in my room?!

55-12Ahhh, this fucking psycho!!! SHE’S THE ONE WHO’S RUINING EVERYTHING!! I JUST WANNA SMACK THE FACE ON A TABLE OR THROW A CHAIR AT HER!!

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Awww, Mel… gurl.

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Aww, Lynn… baby.

Boii, can’t you see that she’s regretting it already. She’s sad and she can’t freaking show it. The pain of it all.

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I don’t know if I can continue writing with these emotions inside me. My heart can’t take all of these pains at once.

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Yeah, me too. I don’t know how to feel now when you guys are not together.

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Home is where the heart is and now you’re losing your heart and that’s why you can’t go home.

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Damn, Lynn left the hospital without even telling Mel, that’s rude. You can’t just ignore your savior like this. Lynn, please noo.

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Sigh. Have you ever get to a point where your heartbreak gets to the lowest level that it can’t get any lower that you just feel numb? Yeah, that’s me right now.

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I’m numb to the point that I can’t even cry. I-I… I just want to hug her or maybe have Mel hugs me.

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Awww, Mel is crying. Omygod, I don’t even remember if she had cry before or if this is her first time crying since the psycho ex situation.

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Oh nooo, no, no, no, no. Mel, listen to me. You do not go back to your old habits, okay? I know you may want to take out your frustration on someone and you may get horny. But you got to hold in it, okay? Don’t give in!

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No, okay? No.

No, Mel. Don’t do this. You’re going to regret this. I already have one person making a stupid decision, I don’t need another one.

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Yes, let the rain washes away the pain and the horniness. You don’t need sex right now, you just need to be patience and let Lynn comes around.

Wrap Up

If you guys must know, I almost skip these 2 chapters. I’m too weak to handle this kind of angst. I mean I know it’s coming and I try to prepare myself but somehow when it hits me, it really hits me.

Chapter 55, Lynn made the biggest regret of her life. She decided to break up with Mel because she had let Sue affected her with the nonsense. Lynn thought because of Mel and her together, she might bring Mel down and caused more trouble than before. What she didn’t realize was that Mel was (still is) truly in love with her and was totally heart broken over the breakup. Totally heart broken.

Chapter 56, nothing really, just Mel crying and missing Lynn. She tried to go back to her old way, which was to get herself lost in girls and alcohol, but she couldn’t do it. She still missed Lynn. Oh, I forgot, she also stalking Lynn around because she couldn’t really show her face cause she thought Lynn might not like it. (That’s a weak move.)

What I don’t understand is, why does Mel seems to easily give up on Lynn? I mean if you really love that girl, you will question and beg and throw a tantrum to make the other person change their mind. Also, it has been a while that Mel and Lynn dated. Mel should know what kind of person Lynn is like. Does it seems like Lynn would do something so heartless and out of character? Maybe Mel should investigate, especially with your ex back in town, I will be suspicious as hell to not think that the ex has something to do with this whole situation.

Also, who the hell send the psycho ex the contract? There’s probably should be only one copy of the contract so no one should get a hold of this except Lynn and Mel. Of course not Mel … so Lynn? Why? To prove that it was just a game? To prove that there is no love involve? Why does Lynn go such a length to prove to the psycho ex? If she just wants to break up with Mel because she doesn’t want to drag her down, fine just break up, no need to notify the ex. Unless Lynn knows that the ex was harassing her and threatening her with Mel’s career on the line and so she has to break away. Well, if that’s the reason then Lynn is smarter than she appears (which I have no doubt) and she’s weaker than I thought.

To me Lynn is not a pushover, she got this sickness ever since she was young. Her whole life, she has been battling her heart just to survive, so she’s a fighter. But to easily give up on the person she claims she loves with all her heart, because of someone’s persuasion and insinuation, that’s weak. That’s not an act of a warrior, that’s an act of a coward.

Author: Ratana Satis

Translation: Shompu

QC: Coco Roco

Edit: Alextasha

This post contains reference to links and pictures from one or more sources and has given credits where they are due. In no shapes or forms do I make any money out of these products.

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Pulse Pulse Pulse (Part 38)

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I don’t always goes on tumblr to look cat memes or gifs but when I do I realize that almost all cats are asshole. Like maybe 99% of them don’t give a fuck what you do or feel, all they need are food and naps and they go on their ways. When they feel like they need a little loving from you, they will purposely walk around you and rub their tails on you so you can give them affections. Then there are times, they just don’t want any of your shits, and if you dare touch them they’re going to claw your eyes out.

Same thing apply to asshole lovers. When they want you, they will do anything and say everything just to please you. Some of us will be stupid enough to fall for the trick and let them come into our hearts. Then when they’re done playing with you or get bored, they just cast you aside without even a backward glance.

Love is such a bitch.

Anyway let’s get back to the usual before I get too deep, I will like to pay tributes and give credits where they are due. First off, thank you Ratana Satis for blessing us with this great comic, which I’m sure we’ll spend countless of hours reading and fangirling over the 2 characters. I also want to thank the translators and staffs for doing an awesome job. You can read this on Lezhin or if you’re smart you will find some way to read it for free but I’m not promoting it here.

Okay, let’s get started.

Oh, did I mention that this is a yuri? Well, it is.

Spoiler Alert!!!!

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I read an article before, saying that handshake is the fastest way to spread germ. Lynn doesn’t need that. She doesn’t need to get the bitchy germ from the psycho ex.

 

And she’s hurting my baby too!! This freaking psycho!!

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Shut up. An event wouldn’t even occurred if you didn’t step your ass in their business.

 

Does she wants to pick a fight or something? Why would you say something like that to a patient. Gosh Lynn should just slap her.

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God!! This woman is so fake! It’s you who instigated everything and bring the board into this mess. And if the board needs to investigate because of Mel and Lynn’s relationship, they freaking should start investigate you first. You and Mel have a relationship in the past, how can we be so sure that you didn’t abuse your power. Hmmm, hmmmmm, answer me.

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Breathe in, breathe out, breathe in, breathe out. Shut up already! Don’t you see how much pain you’re putting my baby through.

 

 

Omygod, Lynn!! Lynn, you better be strong gurl! Don’t you let that psycho affects you. You need to have a positive mind!!

 

Lynn, I know this is not easy for you and it’s really easy right now for other people to manipulate the way you think because you’re losing confidence in yourself, but I need you to stay strong. Do you hear me?!! Stay strong!!

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Noooooooooo!!!!

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She’s going around telling everyone about protocol and rules and here she’s attacking her employee in their work place because she’s horny. What a thirsty ass psycho.

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This is a freaking hospital, I’m surprise there are no cameras in the elevator. I mean even hotels have them, so why not hospitals.

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Sigh. Look, now they’re back to their BDSM. I swear they have enough contents that they can write their own version of Fifty Shades of Gay.

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Okay… so you guys always know that I don’t like this psycho ex, right? Well, I’m always bias but damn this picture right here is making her looking really sexy.

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She’s screaming Mel while having sex with Olivia. Damn, how can Olivia let this down. That’s like ‘Killing the Mood 101’ right there.

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See… girls can get jealous easily especially when it comes to loving time and you screaming someone’s name. Woah, unless you want to die otherwise you don’t do something like that.

 

Woah, woah, woah. Hold the fuck on? What?!! This bitch did not do what I think she did.

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Okay. Okay. I really thought that someone else than Lynn really need that heart and so the transplant was necessary but IN FACT this psycho ex did mess with the result. This son of a bitch!!

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Now I feel so stupid. To think, for maybe a micro-second that she looks cute and little bit hot and she goes and do something so stupid. And she has the nerve to go around and screaming about hospital’s rules and regulations. This bitch!!!

Wrap Up

You guys know that I keep calling Sue the psycho ex because well… she acts like a pyscho and she’s an ex, but damn I didn’t really know how strongly the word fits her until these 2 chapters. I mean literally when I’m reading it, my mouth was wide open, like WTF! She’s really sick and to the point that I’m actually concern for her. I really really think she needs to see a doctor or something because nobody in their right minds would gamble with someone’s life to achieve what they want. I don’t know how the guilt is not eating her away.

Chapter 53 started with Sue barging into Lynn’s room to introduce herself. She hinted (or stated) that Mel was in trouble because of her performing surgery on Lynn without proper approval. The board of directors (or something) would investigate and Mel’s license might even be revoked. Lynn learning all of these bad news would start to question herself if being with Mel was a baggage toward the latter. She let Sue affected her mind and even thought that if she never got together with Mel, Mel wouldn’t be in this predicament.

Chapter 54, Sue and Olivia were getting it on. Of course, while Sue was having sex she screamed out Mel’s name because the one on her mind would still be Mel. Olivia, obviously got fed up with it, decided to go home. Unfortunately (or fortunately), while she was walking out the door, she knocked down some files and discovered something. She found out that Sue had forged the lab results, causing the other patient to receive the heart before Lynn did.

I feel like I usually have a lot to say about the ex or anything in general, but seriously this woman left me speechless because of what she had done. I don’t even know how I should comment about this and Olivia, ooh do not get me started with that chick. Like what the actual hell?! She clearly knows that the psycho ex is messing with the results, that’s a crime right there. The first thing she needs to do is call the police and not freaking go back to sexing. Gosh, I don’t know what the hell are these women thinking. We’re talking about a life here and they go la-la-la like they don’t give a fuck.

Oooh, I cannot wait until Mel finds out about this and beat the shit out of them.

Credits:

Author: Ratana Satis

Translation: Shompu

QC: Coco Roco

Edit: Alextasha

This post contains reference to links and pictures from one or more sources and has given credits where they are due. In no shapes or forms do I make any money out of these products.

Pulse Pulse Pulse (Part 37)

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I think I mentioned before how I like the summer. It’s because it has longer daylight, it seems like everyone is going on vacation and traveling, everything seems more happier. Well, I still think that way. But for some reason, I feel like this summer is just more gloomy and rainier than the past summers.

Then I realized I may have the summertime blues. The restlessness from not doing anything outside when the heat is burning up, the screw-up sleeping schedule that no matter how much I sleep I still feel sleepy, the everybody is going on vacation but I’m here working drama.

Damn, I feel sad.

Anyway let’s get back to the usual before I get too deep, I will like to pay tributes and give credits where they are due. First off, thank you Ratana Satis for blessing us with this great comic, which I’m sure we’ll spend countless of hours reading and fangirling over the 2 characters. I also want to thank the translators and staffs for doing an awesome job. You can read this on Lezhin or if you’re smart you will find some way to read it for free but I’m not promoting it here.

Okay, let’s get started.

Oh, did I mention that this is a yuri? Well, it is.

Spoiler Alert!!!!

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Look at her, look at her face. She’s a joke.

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And why is Mel being kick out?! Just because she’s operating on Lynn and the psycho ex doesn’t want her to?!

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Thank goodness the operation went well or else Mel is going to kill someone.

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Honestly, if I was Mel I wouldn’t waste time on talking to this chick. I will pretend she doesn’t even exist, ignore her when seeing her and only talk to her about work and nothing else.

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Ha ha ha, this purple-hair chick is funny. What regulations? What patience?

For what?!!! So Mel cancelled all her appointments so she can operate on Lynn and because of that she’s going to get in trouble? I mean I’m no doctor or even in any medical fields but damn that doesn’t make sense to me.

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First of all, why are you screaming?! Second, doesn’t this benefit you that Mel loses her job, because I mean you are out for revenge. Don’t you want to see her suffer like you did? Or maybe you’re jealous that she’s doing all these and none of them are for you.

Of course, you’re just a jealous psycho ex.

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Why couldn’t she? I mean Lynn is her lover.

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All you asked from her? Hahaha, that’s the biggest understatement ever. You asked her to let you married someone else because you need to be at the top. So please save your words from embarrassing yourself.

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Last, Lynn never asks Mel to sacrifice anything for her. Whatever Mel is doing, she’s doing out of her unconditional love for Lynn. Unlike you, you only think of your selfish needs. So for you to compare yourself to Lynn, you lost by hundred miles already.

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Ohmygod, they’re acting so cute again. Seriously, where can I find a girlfriend like them.

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And I feel bad for Mel too. Just running between work (especially that she’s a doctor) and taking care of Lynn, I don’t think normal people can have the stamina to do it.

Is this the first time we finally see Lynn breaking down and doubting herself since she has this heart condition?

Ohmygod, my baby. Please don’t cry. You’ll get better, I promise. Mel! Hold your girl together!! Awwwww…

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And look she’s feeling so down in the inside, she still pretends to be the happy go-lucky girl. I can’t. It’s like my heart can’t breathe.

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Oh no, why does Lynn have to overhear this. And girls just love to gossip in the bathroom.

These 2 pictures already tell you how Lynn is feeling. On the outside she may seem tough and take on anything with a smile, but look at the way she’s hugging that bunny. My baby is sad!!

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OHMYGOD! I swear, someone really have to hold me back. This psycho is not going to come to Lynn and mess with her head and giving her bad thoughts. I’m really close to throwing her out the window. Why can’t she let others have a nice life. Dammit!!

Wrap Up

Honestly, for these past several chapters, the psycho ex is popping up way more than she needed to be and bad things always happen when she appeared too! First, she took away Lynn’s opportunity to get her heart transplant, then she kicked out Mel from the operation, now she’s here to see Lynn. By looking at that damn smirk, you know shit is getting real when she’s around.

Chapter 51, Sue busted in the operation room to stop Mel from operating on Lynn because it was against protocol. Mel had to stop because she didn’t want things to escalated. Sue even called Mel into her office to reprimand her because of her recklessness. That Mel’s actions might cause her license to be suspended. Mel of course said ‘Fuck that shit, Lynn is above everything else. I would even die for her if given the chance.’ This of course threw the ex into a rage, because all she ever wanted were power and Mel (but power over Mel if she has to choose one).

Chapter 52, Lynn’s operation was successful so slowly Lynn recovered from the surgery. On the outside, she still look happy and carefree, a girl who had no worry about her condition. But deep down, she hated the way she look and tried to hide her emotions because she didn’t want her loved one to be worry.

From how things are progressing and how chapter 52 ended with the psycho ex barging into Lynn’s room, I can say that shits are really going to hit the fan. I am so mentally preparing myself from the angst that I know are coming. I mean the fact that Lynn ‘coincidentally’ eavesdropped on the nurses gossiping about Mel and then suddenly the ex is coming out of nowhere, that’s just a combination of a bad recipe. Without a doubt, the psycho ex is going to plan a bad seed into Lynn’s mind that may affect her and Mel to break up. I haven’t read the future chapters, so I’m guessing, but I can be so sure that I’m 100% correct.

I just hope Mel and Lynn have the mentality to be logical and their relationship is deep enough to get through this obstacle.

I’m rooting for you Lynn, you better stay strong gurl!!!!

Credits:

Author: Ratana Satis

Translation: Shompu

QC: Coco Roco

Edit: Alextasha

This post contains reference to links and pictures from one or more sources and has given credits where they are due. In no shapes or forms do I make any money out of these products.

Pulse Pulse Pulse (Part 36)

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Another week had gone by and here we are again. How’s everyone summer so far? Mine is not bad. Remember I told you guys last week how I went on a summer vacation to see some rocks, yeah well I did.

I went to the Yellowstone National Park, the biggest national park in the U.S. I saw yellow rocks, geysers, several animals and I walked a lot. I even went to see Mount. Rushmore (that’s the four president heads on a cliff). I also went to the Grand Canyon, that place is gorgeous and deep. There was no fence around it and I was like damn, what happened if someone trip and fall. Nu-uh.

You know, sometimes, when we spend too much time in the city, where everything is fast and busy, a little escape to the outskirt can be a good relaxation. It slows you down and let you think of where in life you’re right now. It reminds you that all the money and material things that you consume in life, it may not be everything to life.

Anyway let’s get back to the usual before I get too deep, I will like to pay tributes and give credits where they are due. First off, thank you Ratana Satis for blessing us with this great comic, which I’m sure we’ll spend countless of hours reading and fangirling over the 2 characters. I also want to thank the translators and staffs for doing an awesome job. You can read this on Lezhin or if you’re smart you will find some way to read it for free but I’m not promoting it here.

Okay, let’s get started.

Oh, did I mention that this is a yuri? Well, it is.

Spoiler Alert!!!!

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Somebody is going to get kill. Look at the fire in her eyes.

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Ah shut up, you’re just abusing your power.

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Protocol my ass. You’re just waiting for the right moment to strike and of course you’re going to follow the ‘guidelines’ now if it can take down your enemy.

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Oh, so you do know that you had stoop down in throwing sneaky punches.

Ahh, you stupid bish. Is this still following protocol by manipulating your employee to do whatever you want?

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Yeah, Mel you tell her! She thinks she can just go around and do whatever she wants because she has power. These are the type of people that won’t get far in life.

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Oh, now she even goes as low to play the guilt card. This psycho ex is really psycho. Like, just move on. Nobody likes you anymore and you were wrong the first place!

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Anyway, back to Mel and Lynn because I can’t even stand another second looking at the ex.

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And look Lynn is suffering because of that bish. I can’t, I can’t. My baby is dying and Mel is being control by her ex, I’m about to throw a chair at someone.

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Gosh.

Sigh.

I hate the thought of all those pumps and connectors plugging into Lynn. That’s not the image of Lynn I have in my head.

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The Lynn in my head, is the headstrong girl, who is carefree and does whatever makes her happy. Right now, she’s anywhere but happy but she can’t show her real emotions either because the others maybe worry.

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Lynn’s readiness even surprises Mel. Lynn was so against the operation in the beginning that she rather risks the chance of dying than to get in the operation. Now, all of a sudden, she agrees to let herself be plug into a bunch of machine, that’s totally not her.

Performing surgery on the one you love is always the hardest for doctors. On one hand, you have to stay calm and keep things professional. However, in your head, you know you can’t mess it up or you will never forgive yourself.

I know this is a ‘small and easy’ operation, but why do I feel so nervous?

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Omygod, please don’t tell me this psycho ex is here to mess shits up again. Please, someone take her away!!

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She’s a director, is she really that free that she has nothing else better to do but checking up on Mel 24/7?! What the hell is wrong with this woman?!!! Ohgod, I need to breathe.

Wrap Up

I want to say that Mel’s ex is really a psycho, but everybody already know that. Her dirty tactics to get what she wants is really despicable. And with so much hate in one person, that’s not healthy.

Episode 49 started with Mel busting into her ex’s office confronting Sue on what happen to Lynn’s donor being transferred to somewhere else. Of course Sue had her explanations and reasons why she would not give Lynn what the latter wanted. It was because another patient urgently needed the transfer more than Lynn did. Mel of course was piss but she could only grudgingly accept. However, Sue implied that if Mel decided to quit the hospital that she was in now and moved to SE, then Lynn might have a chance to survive (Mel then say ‘go fuck yourself, I ain’t doing that’). Sue even went as low to guilt-tripped Mel using her injury to make Mel  succumbed to her, but of course Mel would then said ‘go fuck yourself’.

Episode 50, Lynn’s condition had gotten to the point where she would need a VAD in order to buy her more time so she could find herself another donor. Everybody was depressed and expected Lynn to not agree to the operation, turned out she surprised everyone by accepting the operation, which Mel would be joining the operating team. However, how could the ex let this moment go without creating some dramas. Once she heard the news of Mel performing the operation, she quickly went and put a stop to it.

So what’s the difference between this week’s chapter versus last week’s chapter? Nothing really, the psycho ex is still being the psycho ex, destroying one live at a time. I mean I get that other patient needed the heart more than Lynn if he/she condition is really really critical, but I’m still piss you know.

Is like you see a piece of chocolate on the table and it’s the last piece too. And as you’re about to go for the chocolate all of a sudden you see a kid jumping out of nowhere and steal it in front of your eyes. Your world suddenly crumble, all the things become black and white and the only thing you can hear is your heartbeat.

You can’t really do anything about it but curse the little kid in your heart. It’s not like you can beat up the little kid for stealing your chocolate because the chocolate is in a public zone. The chocolate was on the table when the kid took it, it was not like it was in your hand. But of course, you will still be mad of the whole situation.

That’s how I think Mel feels about the whole situation.

And I don’t understand how the ex is going to go about controlling Mel. Every move she makes just make Mel wants to beat her up more. You know when you find someone annoying, anything they do will be annoying even when they’re breathing (trust me I know).

I really do hope that this story ends in happiness and not a sad or even bittersweet ending. So Lynn better gets her damn heart and Sue better gets herself together before I throw her ass in the water.

Credits:

Author: Ratana Satis

Translation: Shompu

QC: Coco Roco

Edit: Alextasha

This post contains reference to links and pictures from one or more sources and has given credits where they are due. In no shapes or forms do I make any money out of these products.

Pulse Pulse Pulse (Part 35)

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So as promised, here you go guys, chapter 47 and 48 review. It has been a while since I wrote anything, hope you can still understand my english. Lol.

I don’t have anything fun to share this week. Maybe next week I can tell you guys about my summer vacation and how I spent a week on the roads to see some rocks.

Anyway let’s get back to the usual, I will like to pay tributes and give credits where they are due. First off, thank you Ratana Satis for blessing us with this great comic, which I’m sure we’ll spend countless of hours reading and fangirling over the 2 characters. I also want to thank the translators and staffs for doing an awesome job. You can read this on Lezhin or if you’re smart you will find some way to read it for free but I’m not promoting it here.

Okay, let’s get started.

Oh, did I mention that this is a yuri? Well, it is.

Spoiler Alert!!!!

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I hate it too, Lynn. I hate seeing you suffering like this. It hurts my hearttttt.

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Damn, 8 hours of operation?! That’s so crazy. I couldn’t stand on my legs for more than half an hour.

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Seriously, the ex is like super creepy. Why she always be like stalking people? Doesn’t she have better things to do? I mean she is the director of the goddam hospital!

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Honestly, yeah, she doesn’t do shit at work. Beside stalking, sexing is also her forte. Smh.

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I’m not trying to be hating but the more I look at her face, the more I find her annoying. Her arrogance and selfishness make me just just wanna body slam her. Sorry, I’m usually not a violence person, but she can bring that out in me.

Oh, oh , oh. Wow, look who is still having feelings for her ex. Well, Mel is pretty memorable, once you have a taste of her (no pun intended) it’s really hard not to go back.

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Umm, you should never be okay with this. Gurl, I don’t know what you’re thinking, setting yourself up with this disaster.

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A poor worker, a stalker, a cheater and a liar. This girl has many titles and all of them are very fitting.

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Sigh, and then I feel like I’m bi-polar. After hating her for being such a bitch, I can turn around in a second and think she’s very pitiful and she deserves love too.

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After some angst, we finally get to see Mel and Lynn’s cutie moments.

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Aww, they’re so cute together. A little corny but still cute.

And look, that gaze toward her lover, you can’t fake this shit. They are totally, wholeheartedly, 100% concentrated, in love.

Damn, Mel. You totally take ‘leaving me breathless’ to a whole new level.

We can finally have some hopes in this situation, but I have a strong feeling that ‘someone’ is going to create shit up cause she’s a psycho.

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You see! Not even a second later, shits are already happening.

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Mel is going to kill someoneeeee.

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She’s such a manipulative bitch!! Damn it! Mel, you better hold me back because you’re just going to beat her up, but I’m going to shred her apart if anything happen to Lynn.

Wrap Up

You can say much didn’t happen in these two chapters but then again a lot of shits have hit the fan.

In chapter 47, we found out that Lynn’s condition had gotten worse and she needed to do her operation soon. Then shocking news, we also found out that Sue didn’t appear to be what she wanted everyone to think, cold and distance. Why? Well, in the amiss of flashbacks, it seemed like it was hinted that she still had feelings for Mel (although the feelings can be questionable.)

Moving on to chapter 48, we got a little time off from the angsty atmosphere and got to enjoy a little alone time with Mel and Lynn. Then, there was news that Lynn was compatible with the donor and things were looking pretty great, until the ex had to ruin everything.

So all in all, the psycho ex is ruining everything because her life is not where she wants to be and so she rather drag everyone down with her. I mean who has the heart to ruin someone’s live (Lynn) because she feels jealous of seeing her ex being so devoted to Lynn and so happy and she knows she can never have Mel’s love like that again. And that’s a little sad.

When you know the power of love cannot overcome the love for power than you know whatever you have in the end, you will never be happy.

Credits:

Author: Ratana Satis

Translation: Shompu

QC: Coco Roco

Edit: Alextasha

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I’m still here…

Heyy guys!! Wow, definitely long time no see. How long has it been? Hmm, probably about half a year, no?

I’m sorry I disappeared for a while. I probably should write a note like last time and let you guys know that I won’t be around, but I guess I didn’t. I don’t really have a legit excuse for not writing the reviews for the past few months. It wasn’t like something major happened or I was super super super busy or there was some technical difficulties. I was just lazy and for some times, I had been tired and wanted to take a rest.

So I did.

I took a rest and now I’m back. Hopefully, I will have some energy to last me for a while before I need to recharge again. I’m not complaining because writing reviews for you guys are really fun, but it is a reason.

So here’s the situation, it’s because I’ve been gone for several weeks, I need to play catch-up. And if I’m correct, I shouldn’t be playing catch-up for too long cause Pulse went on a hiatus too, which is a good thing for me (horrible thing for you guys) because that mean I didn’t miss too much.

So for each review, until I can get back to the current chapter, I will have 2 chapters in 1 review and as always, the reviews will come out every Wednesday. So I may not be super detailed in everything I see in the chapter but nothing important will be left out either.

So the next review will be coming out in this Wednesday July 19th.

Hope you guys be patience with me and accept my apology for being gone so long. ❤

 

Best Regard,

Your Lovely Eggy

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Queen of Heart (Change)

Disclaimer: I don’t own the characters, of course that would be Ratana. I don’t make money out of this story otherwise you already would’ve pay to read these two sentences. I do however, own the storyline and if you think it sucks, I’m sorry I can’t give you back your time for reading this. Sorrybutnotsorry.


There was a reason why Lynn didn’t go out to clubs as much as her friends did. The music that was pumping out of the speakers and the lasers blasting everyone, they were giving her a headache. Why did she had to agree to come here with Grace?

“Lynn, are you listening?”

At the sound of her name, Lynn turned around to face her red-haired best friend. Lynn gave her a sheepish grin and said, “Sorry, Grace. What were you saying?”

Grace let out a pout, “You really weren’t listening. Geez, did someone catches your eyes or something?” She leaned past Lynn and tried to scout out who was the lucky girl that had caught her friend’s fancy.

Lynn giggled and pushed Grace back to her seat. “No one. Seriously, what were you saying?”

Grace leaned back into her seat and gave her friend a stare and decided to pick up her beer on the table and took a quick sip. “So, I can assume you’re getting better, right?”, Grace asked while looking at her friend in the corner of her eyes.

“What?”, Lynn asked confusingly.

Grace placed her beer down on the table before turning her body to give Lynn her full attention.

“I mean, the reason I brought you here was to make sure you didn’t hide yourself in your room while listening to sad music. God forbid, I don’t think anyone should listen to Hello while they’re on a heartbreak.”

Lynn grimaced.

“What? Don’t tell me you’re still not over the doctor?”, Graced asked.

She stayed silence.

Grace gave out a sigh before wrapping her arm around the blonde’s shoulder and pulled her close. “Lynn…”

She looked down at her knee. “Grace, I’m trying. Everyday I’m getting better and everyday it hurts a little less.”

Grace squeezed Lynn’s shoulder as a sign of confirmation that she knew her friend was trying to get better, but sometimes Lynn could be a little slow on things. That was why she needed a friend like herself to speed up the progress.

“Alright, alright. Don’t be so sad already. We’re here to have fun!”

Grace let go of Lynn and quickly jumped to her feet. She turned around and held out her hand. Lynn looked at the extend arm and looked back up to red-haired friend.

“Come on! Let’s go dancing!”

Lynn shook her head.

“Don’t be a party-pooper. It will be fun!”

Lynn smiled and hesitated. Grace took the opportunity and grabbed her friend’s hand and dragged her onto the dance floor.

Lynn tried to protest but Grace turned around and smiled at her. “You won’t regret it.”

xxxxx

Seriously, there was a reason why she didn’t go to club.

She turned to look at Grace and saw her friend who was experiencing the opposite of what she was feeling. Grace had her head back, laughing and enjoying the attention she was getting from the men and women surrounding her.

Well at least one of them was having fun.

It wasn’t like she was dancing by herself the whole time, in fact it was as if Lynn was fire and the moths were surrounding her from left and right. She would probably enjoy the attention if she was here a year ago, but now she felt like she was suffocating and she needed to move to a less crowded area to breathe.

She let out a sigh and glanced at Grace once again – tonight would be a long night. As she was about to step off the dance floor to grabbed herself a drink, she felt someone behind her. In that moment, Lynn didn’t know why, but she suddenly felt the need to stay rooted at the position. She knew she should get away but for some reason she was paralyzed. She could smell the floral and musky scent that was dissipating from the person behind her. It was a familiar scent like she had smell it before.

Lynn turned around and she felt her breath had suddenly escaped out of her lungs. Standing in front of her was one of the most attractive girls she had ever seen. The woman was half a head taller than Lynn (almost everyone in here was taller than her). She was dressed in a simple spaghetti white dress that just fell a bit before her knee. The dress pulled out all the curves of girl’s body and showed off her smooth milky skin. She had beautiful dark brown hair that landed just a bit past her breasts. Speaking of breasts, Lynn could guess that would be a C cup.

Lynn finally decided to look up (because staring at someone chest for too long was poor etiquette) to see a woman that was looking down at her with those dark chocolate eyes. And those eyelashes, Lynn wondered if those were real. In amiss of her thoughts, Lynn didn’t realize that her body had decide to take action of its own, she had step closer to the woman in front of her.

The mysterious woman took her hands and placed them on her waist and wrapped her arms around Lynn’s neck pulling them closer together. Usually, Lynn would probably freak out with a such a close proximity with another stranger, even if the stranger was a beautiful one. She would never let another person touch her this intimately in just minutes of meeting (except for her).

Lynn didn’t know if she was holding her breath the entire time they wrapped around each other but she felt a little dizzy. Was it the drink, the light, the music or was it the woman that was getting her heart to beat at a quick pace?

“Dance with me?”

It was the first time the mysterious woman had spoken. If she thought her scent was captivating her voice was more hypnotizing. The low sultry tone that seemed to pull Lynn further into the woman.

Can you fall in love at first sight?

It didn’t occur to Lynn that she nodded her head until she felt her body started to sway to the rhythm of the woman in front of her.

Lynn didn’t know how long they had dance for. It could have been 5 minutes, 10 or maybe an eternity but she knew she didn’t want to let go of the stranger any time soon. However, her fantasy seemed to come to an end when the taller woman pulled herself back from her. She looked at the woman confusingly.

The stranger gave her smile and leaned down to Lynn’s ear and whispered, “Let’s get out of here.”

By this time, Lynn was sure if she wasn’t objecting to the woman dancing with her she would had to object to leaving the club with this woman. For all she knew, this woman could be the next killer.

Instead of shaking her head, Lynn did the opposite.

What are you doing?! Are you really following her home?!

With the affirmation that she needed, the taller woman grabbed onto Lynn’s hand and walked her to the exit. As Lynn walked toward the door, she could see Grace smiling at her and giving her thumb up. She wanted to yell out to her friend but it seemed like her body was being control and she couldn’t open her mouth and speak.

Lynn turned her attention back to the stranger and realized they were getting closer to the exit. If she screamed now, Lynn was sure she could get everyone’s attention- but she didn’t.

She was scare but at the same time, at ease. She couldn’t understand why but the only thought that was going through her mind was what her friend had say in the earlier.

You won’t regret it.


Author’s note: So, as I was finishing writing this I realized the ending seem a little open-ended. I’m not sure if there is going to be a part two because I’m a lazy ass, but I’ll try my best to see if there is part two. If not this could be open-ended and you guys can use your imagination. ❤