Pulse Pulse Pulse (Part 36)

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Another week had gone by and here we are again. How’s everyone summer so far? Mine is not bad. Remember I told you guys last week how I went on a summer vacation to see some rocks, yeah well I did.

I went to the Yellowstone National Park, the biggest national park in the U.S. I saw yellow rocks, geysers, several animals and I walked a lot. I even went to see Mount. Rushmore (that’s the four president heads on a cliff). I also went to the Grand Canyon, that place is gorgeous and deep. There was no fence around it and I was like damn, what happened if someone trip and fall. Nu-uh.

You know, sometimes, when we spend too much time in the city, where everything is fast and busy, a little escape to the outskirt can be a good relaxation. It slows you down and let you think of where in life you’re right now. It reminds you that all the money and material things that you consume in life, it may not be everything to life.

Anyway let’s get back to the usual before I get too deep, I will like to pay tributes and give credits where they are due. First off, thank you Ratana Satis for blessing us with this great comic, which I’m sure we’ll spend countless of hours reading and fangirling over the 2 characters. I also want to thank the translators and staffs for doing an awesome job. You can read this on Lezhin or if you’re smart you will find some way to read it for free but I’m not promoting it here.

Okay, let’s get started.

Oh, did I mention that this is a yuri? Well, it is.

Spoiler Alert!!!!

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Somebody is going to get kill. Look at the fire in her eyes.

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Ah shut up, you’re just abusing your power.

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Protocol my ass. You’re just waiting for the right moment to strike and of course you’re going to follow the ‘guidelines’ now if it can take down your enemy.

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Oh, so you do know that you had stoop down in throwing sneaky punches.

Ahh, you stupid bish. Is this still following protocol by manipulating your employee to do whatever you want?

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Yeah, Mel you tell her! She thinks she can just go around and do whatever she wants because she has power. These are the type of people that won’t get far in life.

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Oh, now she even goes as low to play the guilt card. This psycho ex is really psycho. Like, just move on. Nobody likes you anymore and you were wrong the first place!

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Anyway, back to Mel and Lynn because I can’t even stand another second looking at the ex.

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And look Lynn is suffering because of that bish. I can’t, I can’t. My baby is dying and Mel is being control by her ex, I’m about to throw a chair at someone.

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Gosh.

Sigh.

I hate the thought of all those pumps and connectors plugging into Lynn. That’s not the image of Lynn I have in my head.

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The Lynn in my head, is the headstrong girl, who is carefree and does whatever makes her happy. Right now, she’s anywhere but happy but she can’t show her real emotions either because the others maybe worry.

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Lynn’s readiness even surprises Mel. Lynn was so against the operation in the beginning that she rather risks the chance of dying than to get in the operation. Now, all of a sudden, she agrees to let herself be plug into a bunch of machine, that’s totally not her.

Performing surgery on the one you love is always the hardest for doctors. On one hand, you have to stay calm and keep things professional. However, in your head, you know you can’t mess it up or you will never forgive yourself.

I know this is a ‘small and easy’ operation, but why do I feel so nervous?

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Omygod, please don’t tell me this psycho ex is here to mess shits up again. Please, someone take her away!!

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She’s a director, is she really that free that she has nothing else better to do but checking up on Mel 24/7?! What the hell is wrong with this woman?!!! Ohgod, I need to breathe.

Wrap Up

I want to say that Mel’s ex is really a psycho, but everybody already know that. Her dirty tactics to get what she wants is really despicable. And with so much hate in one person, that’s not healthy.

Episode 49 started with Mel busting into her ex’s office confronting Sue on what happen to Lynn’s donor being transferred to somewhere else. Of course Sue had her explanations and reasons why she would not give Lynn what the latter wanted. It was because another patient urgently needed the transfer more than Lynn did. Mel of course was piss but she could only grudgingly accept. However, Sue implied that if Mel decided to quit the hospital that she was in now and moved to SE, then Lynn might have a chance to survive (Mel then say ‘go fuck yourself, I ain’t doing that’). Sue even went as low to guilt-tripped Mel using her injury to make Mel  succumbed to her, but of course Mel would then said ‘go fuck yourself’.

Episode 50, Lynn’s condition had gotten to the point where she would need a VAD in order to buy her more time so she could find herself another donor. Everybody was depressed and expected Lynn to not agree to the operation, turned out she surprised everyone by accepting the operation, which Mel would be joining the operating team. However, how could the ex let this moment go without creating some dramas. Once she heard the news of Mel performing the operation, she quickly went and put a stop to it.

So what’s the difference between this week’s chapter versus last week’s chapter? Nothing really, the psycho ex is still being the psycho ex, destroying one live at a time. I mean I get that other patient needed the heart more than Lynn if he/she condition is really really critical, but I’m still piss you know.

Is like you see a piece of chocolate on the table and it’s the last piece too. And as you’re about to go for the chocolate all of a sudden you see a kid jumping out of nowhere and steal it in front of your eyes. Your world suddenly crumble, all the things become black and white and the only thing you can hear is your heartbeat.

You can’t really do anything about it but curse the little kid in your heart. It’s not like you can beat up the little kid for stealing your chocolate because the chocolate is in a public zone. The chocolate was on the table when the kid took it, it was not like it was in your hand. But of course, you will still be mad of the whole situation.

That’s how I think Mel feels about the whole situation.

And I don’t understand how the ex is going to go about controlling Mel. Every move she makes just make Mel wants to beat her up more. You know when you find someone annoying, anything they do will be annoying even when they’re breathing (trust me I know).

I really do hope that this story ends in happiness and not a sad or even bittersweet ending. So Lynn better gets her damn heart and Sue better gets herself together before I throw her ass in the water.

Credits:

Author: Ratana Satis

Translation: Shompu

QC: Coco Roco

Edit: Alextasha

This post contains reference to links and pictures from one or more sources and has given credits where they are due. In no shapes or forms do I make any money out of these products.

Pulse Pulse Pulse (Part 35)

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So as promised, here you go guys, chapter 47 and 48 review. It has been a while since I wrote anything, hope you can still understand my english. Lol.

I don’t have anything fun to share this week. Maybe next week I can tell you guys about my summer vacation and how I spent a week on the roads to see some rocks.

Anyway let’s get back to the usual, I will like to pay tributes and give credits where they are due. First off, thank you Ratana Satis for blessing us with this great comic, which I’m sure we’ll spend countless of hours reading and fangirling over the 2 characters. I also want to thank the translators and staffs for doing an awesome job. You can read this on Lezhin or if you’re smart you will find some way to read it for free but I’m not promoting it here.

Okay, let’s get started.

Oh, did I mention that this is a yuri? Well, it is.

Spoiler Alert!!!!

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I hate it too, Lynn. I hate seeing you suffering like this. It hurts my hearttttt.

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Damn, 8 hours of operation?! That’s so crazy. I couldn’t stand on my legs for more than half an hour.

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Seriously, the ex is like super creepy. Why she always be like stalking people? Doesn’t she have better things to do? I mean she is the director of the goddam hospital!

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Honestly, yeah, she doesn’t do shit at work. Beside stalking, sexing is also her forte. Smh.

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I’m not trying to be hating but the more I look at her face, the more I find her annoying. Her arrogance and selfishness make me just just wanna body slam her. Sorry, I’m usually not a violence person, but she can bring that out in me.

Oh, oh , oh. Wow, look who is still having feelings for her ex. Well, Mel is pretty memorable, once you have a taste of her (no pun intended) it’s really hard not to go back.

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Umm, you should never be okay with this. Gurl, I don’t know what you’re thinking, setting yourself up with this disaster.

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A poor worker, a stalker, a cheater and a liar. This girl has many titles and all of them are very fitting.

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Sigh, and then I feel like I’m bi-polar. After hating her for being such a bitch, I can turn around in a second and think she’s very pitiful and she deserves love too.

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After some angst, we finally get to see Mel and Lynn’s cutie moments.

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Aww, they’re so cute together. A little corny but still cute.

And look, that gaze toward her lover, you can’t fake this shit. They are totally, wholeheartedly, 100% concentrated, in love.

Damn, Mel. You totally take ‘leaving me breathless’ to a whole new level.

We can finally have some hopes in this situation, but I have a strong feeling that ‘someone’ is going to create shit up cause she’s a psycho.

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You see! Not even a second later, shits are already happening.

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Mel is going to kill someoneeeee.

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She’s such a manipulative bitch!! Damn it! Mel, you better hold me back because you’re just going to beat her up, but I’m going to shred her apart if anything happen to Lynn.

Wrap Up

You can say much didn’t happen in these two chapters but then again a lot of shits have hit the fan.

In chapter 47, we found out that Lynn’s condition had gotten worse and she needed to do her operation soon. Then shocking news, we also found out that Sue didn’t appear to be what she wanted everyone to think, cold and distance. Why? Well, in the amiss of flashbacks, it seemed like it was hinted that she still had feelings for Mel (although the feelings can be questionable.)

Moving on to chapter 48, we got a little time off from the angsty atmosphere and got to enjoy a little alone time with Mel and Lynn. Then, there was news that Lynn was compatible with the donor and things were looking pretty great, until the ex had to ruin everything.

So all in all, the psycho ex is ruining everything because her life is not where she wants to be and so she rather drag everyone down with her. I mean who has the heart to ruin someone’s live (Lynn) because she feels jealous of seeing her ex being so devoted to Lynn and so happy and she knows she can never have Mel’s love like that again. And that’s a little sad.

When you know the power of love cannot overcome the love for power than you know whatever you have in the end, you will never be happy.

Credits:

Author: Ratana Satis

Translation: Shompu

QC: Coco Roco

Edit: Alextasha

This post contains reference to links and pictures from one or more sources and has given credits where they are due. In no shapes or forms do I make any money out of these products.

I’m still here…

Heyy guys!! Wow, definitely long time no see. How long has it been? Hmm, probably about half a year, no?

I’m sorry I disappeared for a while. I probably should write a note like last time and let you guys know that I won’t be around, but I guess I didn’t. I don’t really have a legit excuse for not writing the reviews for the past few months. It wasn’t like something major happened or I was super super super busy or there was some technical difficulties. I was just lazy and for some times, I had been tired and wanted to take a rest.

So I did.

I took a rest and now I’m back. Hopefully, I will have some energy to last me for a while before I need to recharge again. I’m not complaining because writing reviews for you guys are really fun, but it is a reason.

So here’s the situation, it’s because I’ve been gone for several weeks, I need to play catch-up. And if I’m correct, I shouldn’t be playing catch-up for too long cause Pulse went on a hiatus too, which is a good thing for me (horrible thing for you guys) because that mean I didn’t miss too much.

So for each review, until I can get back to the current chapter, I will have 2 chapters in 1 review and as always, the reviews will come out every Wednesday. So I may not be super detailed in everything I see in the chapter but nothing important will be left out either.

So the next review will be coming out in this Wednesday July 19th.

Hope you guys be patience with me and accept my apology for being gone so long. ❤

 

Best Regard,

Your Lovely Eggy

fried rice

Queen of Heart (Change)

Disclaimer: I don’t own the characters, of course that would be Ratana. I don’t make money out of this story otherwise you already would’ve pay to read these two sentences. I do however, own the storyline and if you think it sucks, I’m sorry I can’t give you back your time for reading this. Sorrybutnotsorry.


There was a reason why Lynn didn’t go out to clubs as much as her friends did. The music that was pumping out of the speakers and the lasers blasting everyone, they were giving her a headache. Why did she had to agree to come here with Grace?

“Lynn, are you listening?”

At the sound of her name, Lynn turned around to face her red-haired best friend. Lynn gave her a sheepish grin and said, “Sorry, Grace. What were you saying?”

Grace let out a pout, “You really weren’t listening. Geez, did someone catches your eyes or something?” She leaned past Lynn and tried to scout out who was the lucky girl that had caught her friend’s fancy.

Lynn giggled and pushed Grace back to her seat. “No one. Seriously, what were you saying?”

Grace leaned back into her seat and gave her friend a stare and decided to pick up her beer on the table and took a quick sip. “So, I can assume you’re getting better, right?”, Grace asked while looking at her friend in the corner of her eyes.

“What?”, Lynn asked confusingly.

Grace placed her beer down on the table before turning her body to give Lynn her full attention.

“I mean, the reason I brought you here was to make sure you didn’t hide yourself in your room while listening to sad music. God forbid, I don’t think anyone should listen to Hello while they’re on a heartbreak.”

Lynn grimaced.

“What? Don’t tell me you’re still not over the doctor?”, Graced asked.

She stayed silence.

Grace gave out a sigh before wrapping her arm around the blonde’s shoulder and pulled her close. “Lynn…”

She looked down at her knee. “Grace, I’m trying. Everyday I’m getting better and everyday it hurts a little less.”

Grace squeezed Lynn’s shoulder as a sign of confirmation that she knew her friend was trying to get better, but sometimes Lynn could be a little slow on things. That was why she needed a friend like herself to speed up the progress.

“Alright, alright. Don’t be so sad already. We’re here to have fun!”

Grace let go of Lynn and quickly jumped to her feet. She turned around and held out her hand. Lynn looked at the extend arm and looked back up to red-haired friend.

“Come on! Let’s go dancing!”

Lynn shook her head.

“Don’t be a party-pooper. It will be fun!”

Lynn smiled and hesitated. Grace took the opportunity and grabbed her friend’s hand and dragged her onto the dance floor.

Lynn tried to protest but Grace turned around and smiled at her. “You won’t regret it.”

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Seriously, there was a reason why she didn’t go to club.

She turned to look at Grace and saw her friend who was experiencing the opposite of what she was feeling. Grace had her head back, laughing and enjoying the attention she was getting from the men and women surrounding her.

Well at least one of them was having fun.

It wasn’t like she was dancing by herself the whole time, in fact it was as if Lynn was fire and the moths were surrounding her from left and right. She would probably enjoy the attention if she was here a year ago, but now she felt like she was suffocating and she needed to move to a less crowded area to breathe.

She let out a sigh and glanced at Grace once again – tonight would be a long night. As she was about to step off the dance floor to grabbed herself a drink, she felt someone behind her. In that moment, Lynn didn’t know why, but she suddenly felt the need to stay rooted at the position. She knew she should get away but for some reason she was paralyzed. She could smell the floral and musky scent that was dissipating from the person behind her. It was a familiar scent like she had smell it before.

Lynn turned around and she felt her breath had suddenly escaped out of her lungs. Standing in front of her was one of the most attractive girls she had ever seen. The woman was half a head taller than Lynn (almost everyone in here was taller than her). She was dressed in a simple spaghetti white dress that just fell a bit before her knee. The dress pulled out all the curves of girl’s body and showed off her smooth milky skin. She had beautiful dark brown hair that landed just a bit past her breasts. Speaking of breasts, Lynn could guess that would be a C cup.

Lynn finally decided to look up (because staring at someone chest for too long was poor etiquette) to see a woman that was looking down at her with those dark chocolate eyes. And those eyelashes, Lynn wondered if those were real. In amiss of her thoughts, Lynn didn’t realize that her body had decide to take action of its own, she had step closer to the woman in front of her.

The mysterious woman took her hands and placed them on her waist and wrapped her arms around Lynn’s neck pulling them closer together. Usually, Lynn would probably freak out with a such a close proximity with another stranger, even if the stranger was a beautiful one. She would never let another person touch her this intimately in just minutes of meeting (except for her).

Lynn didn’t know if she was holding her breath the entire time they wrapped around each other but she felt a little dizzy. Was it the drink, the light, the music or was it the woman that was getting her heart to beat at a quick pace?

“Dance with me?”

It was the first time the mysterious woman had spoken. If she thought her scent was captivating her voice was more hypnotizing. The low sultry tone that seemed to pull Lynn further into the woman.

Can you fall in love at first sight?

It didn’t occur to Lynn that she nodded her head until she felt her body started to sway to the rhythm of the woman in front of her.

Lynn didn’t know how long they had dance for. It could have been 5 minutes, 10 or maybe an eternity but she knew she didn’t want to let go of the stranger any time soon. However, her fantasy seemed to come to an end when the taller woman pulled herself back from her. She looked at the woman confusingly.

The stranger gave her smile and leaned down to Lynn’s ear and whispered, “Let’s get out of here.”

By this time, Lynn was sure if she wasn’t objecting to the woman dancing with her she would had to object to leaving the club with this woman. For all she knew, this woman could be the next killer.

Instead of shaking her head, Lynn did the opposite.

What are you doing?! Are you really following her home?!

With the affirmation that she needed, the taller woman grabbed onto Lynn’s hand and walked her to the exit. As Lynn walked toward the door, she could see Grace smiling at her and giving her thumb up. She wanted to yell out to her friend but it seemed like her body was being control and she couldn’t open her mouth and speak.

Lynn turned her attention back to the stranger and realized they were getting closer to the exit. If she screamed now, Lynn was sure she could get everyone’s attention- but she didn’t.

She was scare but at the same time, at ease. She couldn’t understand why but the only thought that was going through her mind was what her friend had say in the earlier.

You won’t regret it.


Author’s note: So, as I was finishing writing this I realized the ending seem a little open-ended. I’m not sure if there is going to be a part two because I’m a lazy ass, but I’ll try my best to see if there is part two. If not this could be open-ended and you guys can use your imagination. ❤

Pulse Pulse Pulse (Part 34)

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Remember I told you guys that I was working on something well I think I’m finally finish. Well, I said I think because I’m not sure if I’m going to have part 2 but this story ain’t going to be long, probably a one-shot or something.

The reason I wrote this in the first place because there was this one time where I came across a poll and it asked what couple you’re rooting for or what ship needed to set sail or something like that. I mean the first couple I should think of should be Mel and Lynn but for some reason, Bee and Lynn pop up in my face. So, I was like ‘why not’. So I sat down in front my computer and the first half-hour, words were just pouring out but then I got side-track.

Sooooo that’s why it takes me this long to release it, but it’s here. Thank you for reading.

Queen of Heart (Change)

Anyway let’s get back to the usual, I will like to pay tributes and give credits where they are due. First off, thank you Ratana Satis for blessing us with this great comic, which I’m sure we’ll spend countless of hours reading and fangirling over the 2 characters. I also want to thank the translators and staffs for doing an awesome job. You can read this on Lezhin or if you’re smart you will find some way to read it for free but I’m not promoting it here.

Okay, let’s get started.

Oh, did I mention that this is a yuri? Well, it is.

Spoiler Alert!!!!

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You know, usually when someone tell me they want to talk to me, for some reasons all the bad thoughts that I have done in the past would suddenly flood my head and I’m thinking, ‘Shit, am I in trouble now?’.

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It’s always about Lynn, there is never a moment that is not about her.

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Hahaha, I actually laughed when I read this. He makes her sounds like she’s really self-center and cares about no one but herself, but we knowwww that’s not true.

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Um, come out as in come out or come out and admits she’s dating? Actually, now I wanna know beside Renny, will the family be objecting to her dating a girl. Cause until now, the topic of homosexuality has not really be delve into.

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It’s nice to have such a caring brother and I’m sure Mel will definitely respect Lynn’s wish, for good or bad.

And with every chapter, they are getting cuter and fall deeper in love. Mel will definitely put Lynn first even if she gets hurt in the process. Cause when you’re in love, you’ll lose yourself and will do anything for the other person as long as she’s happy.

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This remind me of the time when they first met and how Mel was still a play girl then. Oh, how time flies. The memories are giving me nostalgia.

Wow, this is the best news! Lynn is now first in line, oh shit we may not see her died. Christmas has come early for us.

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But why do I get a sense that she’s not that happy with that face. Shouldn’t she be laughing and hugging Mel because of this? She looks a little worried or something.

Oh god, she looks super creepy. Oh my goodness, don’t tell me she’s going to mess this up for Mel and Lynn because I’m going to kill her if she’s going to do something bad.

Wrap Up

So another chapter, nothing really exciting happen except for Lynn’s good news and the creepy ex who looks like an alien that has descended to earth. Oh and Renny gave his blessing to Mel and Lynn so that’s nice. Seriously, that’s all I have for this chapter.

Renny wanted to talk with Mel to tell her that he didn’t mind her dating his sister. He also told her to look at things in Lynn’s way when they come to difficult times. Lynn might not make the best decision but in her ways of thinking, she would be. In short, be patience.

We also could see how Mel and Lynn slowly fall in love with each other and if anything were to happen to Lynn, Mel would have a hard time letting go, for sure.

Then we learned that Lynn was bump up into first place on the waiting list and that anytime now she would be able to go through surgery to get better but… the psycho ex was just around the corner (literally) lurking and stalking the couple. (You may wonder is it because Lynn is lucky that she got bump to first place or is it because ‘someone’ from behind the scene did something and now she’s in first place?)

Honestly, shit better not happen to Lynn because of the stupid ex. Cause oh my god, I literally get goosebumps when I scroll down to the last picture and I saw her looking at them like that, I just have the urge to smack her. Mel if Lynn gets hurt because of your stupid ex, I’m going to blame you too. I just don’t my baby to get hurtttt.

Credits:

Author: Ratana Satis

Translation: Shompu

QC: Coco Roco

Edit: Alextasha

This post contains reference to links and pictures from one or more sources and has given credits where they are due. In no shapes or forms do I make any money out of these products. 

Pulse Pulse Pulse (Part 33)

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I don’t think anyone appreciates life until something major happen to them. That’s usually how we are in general. We don’t appreciate things until we lose them. I have watched a lot of shows lately and I don’t know if it’s the show or it’s me, but I realize I can’t sit around forever and have things come to me. If I want something, I have to get off my butt and go get them. There are some people that are lucky enough where they have things handed to them but the majority of the people like us need to work our asses off to get what we want.

So start living life and stop pushing things off until tomorrow, because when tomorrow comes you’re just going to push off until the day after.

Anyway as usual, I will like to pay tributes and give credits where they are due. First off, thank you Ratana Satis for blessing us with this great comic, which I’m sure we’ll spend countless of hours reading and fangirling over the 2 characters. I also want to thank the translators and staffs for doing an awesome job. You can read this on Lezhin or if you’re smart you will find some way to read it for free but I’m not promoting it here.

Okay, let’s get started.

Oh, did I mention that this is a yuri? Well, it is.

Spoiler Alert!!!!

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Wow, did they even talk about marriage yet? Now they’re discussing about kids. Is this a foreshadowing that maybe we can expect kids from them. Ahhh, omygod, imagine little Lynn running around the house calling mommies. (Yeah, I don’t think Mel will be the one carrying the baby).

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Aww, my poor baby. Can this girl ever get a break?

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Uh-oh, what’s going on?! Don’t tell me anymore bad news, my heart can’t handle it right now. Hospitals don’t want patients to stay in their place too long cause that mean they may use up the bedding area to those who really needs it. If Lynn has to stay, then she really needs it.

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Wait, Grace is quitting? So does that mean we’ll never see her again? So does that mean my theory is untrue?

I’m not trying to be mean, but she took a beating to finally understand that love can’t be force. It takes two people to be in a relationship, one-way love will never work.

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At least they leave on an amicable ending. I’m not the person to befriend my ex when things go wrong, so I do admire people when they can stay friend with the one they use to love or at least in a friendly term. I’m an all or nothing person, gosh so extreme.

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So a certain someone from a certain story gets a fox, Lynn gets a bunny. And the bunny fits her personality too, soft, cute, fragile but hopeful.

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The pet names they use for each other is so cute, I wanna barf rainbow.

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Mel, you said it and you better keep your promise. I don’t want any drama later on, where you have to leave her because ‘it’s for her own good’ type of bullshits. I watch too much dramas to know these kind of things.

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But look, Renny is not impress!! Uh-oh, I can see a fight that’s about to come. Drama, drama, everywhere.

Wrap Up

I don’t know why but my heart suddenly feels really heavy from reading this chapter. I also don’t know if it’s because there is a sad song playing in the background while I’m reading this. There is not much going on but for some reason when I think that there is a possibility that Lynn may not make it out alive, my heart suddenly aches.

The chapter started out with a flashback between Mel and Lynn, they were discussing about family and Lynn seemed to like kids. (This could be a foreshadowing.) Mel hesitated and said that a complete family didn’t need kids, all it needed was two loving people loving each other. (True)

Then, Mel met up with Grace. They exchanged a few words and Mel found out that Grace would resign from her job and this could possibly be the last time they would meet. (Maybe.) Grace also admitted that she might have been a little stubborn on love before and she finally learned how to let go of a relationship. They parted on a friendly term.

Last, Renny found out about Mel and Lynn’s relationship and he might not be too happy about it. (Which I don’t blame him. Is not like Mel has a good record of dating in her life.)

I don’t really have much thoughts about this chapter except that love is a funny thing. It’s something you can’t hold or touch but it moves you in a way you can’t explain. It comes to you when you least expect it and leave when you think you had a tight hold on it.

I just hope I don’t cry too much when we get to the climax of the story.

Credits:

Author: Ratana Satis

Translation: Shompu

QC: Coco Roco

Edit: Alextasha

This post contains reference to links and pictures from one or more sources and has given credits where they are due. In no shapes or forms do I make any money out of these products. 

Pulse Pulse Pulse (Part 32)

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So I had a dream last night. I still couldn’t believe it happened. In. my. dream… I dreamt of Jessica. Jessica Jung! If you don’t know who she is, you need to check your life. She is the goddess of the goddesses.

I was in her house, on her rooftop overlooking Bangkok. I don’t know why we ended up in Thailand, Korea or the States would be more fitting, but whatever, we were on the rooftop having dinner. She made me kimchi fried rice, if you don’t know what that is either, you really need to check your life. Then all of a sudden, more people arrived, because apparently it was my birthday but I knew none of the people. So, she then went around and introduced me to her friends. (You see how all these make sense. It’s my birthday party but she invites her friends.) She told me her friends’ name and when she introduced me, she went ‘This is my lover.’ Literally, I kid you not, I froze. Even in dream, like my mind still could not believe that this is happening.

I looked at her and my face is like ‘what?!’ I swear to goodness, she then smiled at me and I could swear like my heart stopped beating. Which is fine cause I’m in a dream, my heart can stop in my dream if it wants to. Then she was like ‘Cause I love you, you know’. I’m like, no I don’t know!!

And then I woke up. And then I lied on my bed for 15 minutes and could not stop smiling, like a creeper, and just rewinding the dream over and over in my head.

So I decided that I’m going to find a Korean girl friend and she can cook and makes me some delicious ass kimchi fried rice. If this girl name also happen to be Jessica as well then that’s a bonus. (I mean I’m delusional, but I’m not crazy to the point where I know Jessica Jung is going to be my girl friend. I will never.)

Anyway as usual, I will like to pay tributes and give credits where they are due. First off, thank you Ratana Satis for blessing us with this great comic, which I’m sure we’ll spend countless of hours reading and fangirling over the 2 characters. I also want to thank the translators and staffs for doing an awesome job. You can read this on Lezhin or if you’re smart you will find some way to read it for free but I’m not promoting it here.

Okay, let’s get started.

Oh, did I mention that this is a yuri? Well, it is.

Spoiler Alert!!!!

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That was a long introduction, sawwy, but I can’t deny my Jessica.

So in the end, purple hair chick still can’t get over Mel. It may seem like she doesn’t care and she may be even out to get her revenge but deep down in the stony heart, she still have this lingering feeling for her ex-lover or she just wants to control her. Aww, that actually sound sweet.

The husband, yes let’s talk about the husband. Is he in love with her and that’s why he is so concerns about her? Or is it because he knows he can’t find another person like Sue, who is controlling and dominating, that he’s sticking around with her?

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And this woman, living a double lives. Sigh, in a way that’s kinda sad. Don’t we all?

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Mel, I’m pretty sure Lynn isn’t the type of a girl to be flinging her medications around.

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LIKE MAYBE SHE’S FREAKING DYING!!! SOMEONE SAVE HER!!

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My nightmare is coming true!! No, Lynn! You gotta hang in there!! Gotta hang in there!!!!!!!

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Okay, I’m not trying to be basic here, but under that blanket, Lynn must be naked. So that mean, people who are treating her get to see everyyyything. I know, I know, in a time of emergency Mel is not going to dress Lynn because of whatever, but I’m just salty everyone is seeing Lynn nakedness.

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Mel, I’m not trying to add salt onto your wound, but situation like this, there will be plenty more to come. This is one hard road to go through for both yourself and Lynn. The best always come from the worst.

I have a feelings that Renny is going to have the ‘talk’ with Mel and I can’t gauge right now if it’s going to be good or bad.  He could be their (Mel and Lynn) number one fan, and tell Mel to make Lynn happy as much as possible with the time she has left. Or he tells Mel to leave Lynn alone because he doesn’t want Lynn to get hurt and she may not be able to handle a heartbreak.

And then Grace is back!! Her hair actually looks really good in the back than in the front. Lynn could also look like Grace with her hair dye red. Also, for some strange reason, I have a feeling that Grace is going to play a large role in the story for Mel and Lynn… like maybe save a life.

Wrap Up

Okay, okay, okay. This chapter seems short but there are a lot of things that are going on. I also come up a with a theory that I want to present it to you guys and maybe we can discuss about this or something (or maybe I can talk to myself, that’s fine too.)

The chapter started with Sue having a dream in which she was controlling Mel and Mel was succumbing to her every wishes. (You know that’s definitely a dream, because there is no way in hell that Mel will do such thing in real life.) And there was also a little flirting around between Sue and Olivia. (I can sense the tension.)

Then of course, the ultimate came, when Mel found Lynn lying on the bathroom floor suffering from a heart attack. (Thank goodness, I’m kinda glad it didn’t happen when she and Mel are having sex. Do you know how awkward it will be like when Mel has to explain to the people about where and what Lynn is doing before she has an heart attack.) Lynn was immediately brought to the hospital, fortunately she got help in time and was able to get pass critical condition. However, she still needed to stay in the hospital for further observation. (Watching her lying on the floor almost give me a heart attack too.)

Then, when you least expected, Mel bumped into the person that she didn’t know she would see so soon. Who? Grace.

This chapter is short but it seems like Ratana is exposing us to a lot of things at once, especially the dream that Sue was having. You know what they say, your dreams are your unconscious thoughts. Like what? Like, Sue still couldn’t get over Mel, or maybe is ‘you crave what you can’t have, I guess in this case, what Sue can’t control.’ The fact is, up to this point, it seems like everyone Sue meets, she’s somehow able to manipulate and control them in the ways she wants them to do. Except for one person and the only person who brought pain to her that cause her to lose everything. In her stony heart, Mel will always hold a position whether is good or bad. If Sue doesn’t get over this obstacle, she’ll never be satisfy.

Then there is Grace.

Call me crazy or a fool but for some reason I don’t think Grace is just a passer by in the story. If she is, when she got knock out by her psycho ex and Mel operates on her, her arc should has already stop. There must be a reason why Ratana is bringing her back maybe because her story didn’t end yet. And my crazy theory is, that somehow or someway, Grace maybe the saving grace for Lynn. For whatever that is going to happen, I have a strong feeling that Grace maybe the one that will donate her heart or somehow her heart will end up saving Lynn. Then you can finally say that Mel finally loves Grace back because Grace’s heart is now inside of Lynn and Lynn is the only one that Mel loves. Wow, this sound tragically romantic.

Hey, this is just my theory. I also have another one where Sue may be the one that save Lynn, then Mel will get to have her first love and last love all in one. Now, that will be some crazy and unexpected story line that nobody will forget.

PS: I notice I wrote a lot for this  review. Damn, 1458 words, I don’t think I have done that before.

Credits:

Author: Ratana Satis

Translation: Shompu

QC: Coco Roco

Edit: Alextasha

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